They say im stupid for giving up just like that. You think i don't know it? At that point of time, all i felt was numb. I refused to accept the ugly reality. I still don't think i can today. I was so sad, still am so sad that he gave up. It makes me wonder if im ever going to find some semblance of love.

He thinks im a money grubber? Just the other day, he flaunted his 5-figure bank account statement in my face, proclaiming very loudly that he was going broke. Is he trying to tell me that im missing out on all his cash? If he really thinks im that shallow, I feel sad.